For his message the way to go home
Auspicious and happy can forgive everything, but a bank could not be stepped in the past in the heart, that was that her love has been profaned.
That year, David had loved the auspicious delightful harmony red as firely and warmly as phoenix flower in the campus, the man is able and the woman is beautiful, sing the same song, effete and sentimental writings in general, billing and cooing. They each teach in academy of fine arts, they go to Mount Huang to paint from life on summer vacation, have disciple follow often, after daughter born, auspicious to too busy to attend to anything else while being happy, David oneself show students to.
Three that year such as year old such as daughter, David become laden with anxiety and scared out of one's wits come back, from Mount Huang, have a radiant face in high spirit again sometimes, auspicious to just think of surprised David the paintings to pay Mount Huang already attain the most enjoyable stage in art while being happy, strikes horses and can not catch up with either by oneself.
David they paint from life, reap to abundant summer vacation this time, he except a picture won the prize in the whole country, the institute has also run an exhibition of paintings in the library for them specially. That day, auspicious happy couple were about to go to participate in opening to cut the ribbon, but flown by the wild goose and stopped up at the gate of home.
Your pupil that it is David that the wild goose flies, will graduate soon, will nearly go to Mount Huang with David every year. She is to so auspicious and happy as to say three sentences: We are in love, I have his children, I want to marry him.
David, " flop " , it is said repeatedly in front of being auspicious and happy that kneel: Such, fault of me, I mustn't divorce.
Auspicious and happy not to eat in bed and does not drink, just open the door and come out after sleeping for three days. David moment pronounced to know arrive, auspicious to let him go, boil bowls of surface come on, wipe out only while being happy. These three days, auspicious to ponder on the past and future while being happy, eyes of her to rub to enter sand, can't bear a scene so, it is that the predestination is so difficult to the limit as to continue with David. But thus, the final result will be that David and wild goose fly and lose all standing and reputation, future will be lost to the limit; The daughter loses family and father; And she is black and blue all over, in a word perish together, nobody escapes by luck.
It is known very well that auspicious and happy, David is not that one has magnanimous men of Kenya of resolution, even if she misses him, he can not have the courage to withstand the public opinion and each side's pressure definitely either, a statement flies for the wild goose. In so many years, David, just like the auspicious and happy son, already been used to relying on, no matter life or emotion, he is due to her. And the mother, always stay on a way to go home and give to the child that loses.
Auspicious and happy can't let all people fall into the abyss beyond redemption, she makes spirit strongly, take all deposit of family, look for wild goose fly to, arrange for her make operation, entrust good friend gentle teacher try every possible means, look after wild goose fly to when job assignment on graduation in the future again. Auspicious and happy flies and says to the wild goose, what I can do is so many.
Life resumed calm at last, seemed that nothing too happens. But the auspicious and happy suffering all the time of heart.
Day pass by will it be day one day, David comment, have professor, become pace-setter in scientific research, the daughter has been admitted to the scholarship of a university of France, make people admire very much. Give daughter get back to hollow house, it is auspicious to sit, come down, hold her hand say while being happy for David to let: Form, untie heart of you, so many years, you gave me a way to go home, but separate me outside your heart door. Don't punish yourself with my mistake.
Originally, David has been all knowing all the time, the auspicious and happy tears flowed. Some day, gentle teacher transfer one photograph of the whole family that Zhang Yan fly to, above wild goose fly to, laugh at very much happy, writing brilliantly behind spring flower photograph: Teacher's wife, thank you!
Monday, December 8, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Romantic, appear in the corner
Romantic, appear in the corner
His company has gone bankrupt, he has become the poor in one night.
In order to avoid chasing the debt, they have moved to a strange city, he becomes a porter in a supermarket, go to return late early every day.
She stays at home, does some simple house work, she meant to look for a job, but he does not like. The TV is bored with, Net surfing is irritated too, it is cranky that she has to sit on the sofa every day. She sees he stood at the gate waving at her to smile, she chased, but never led his hands. That is true distance. She thought life too dull, those romance that once had, those moonlight made roses and held tenderness put, it is farther and farther from her.
She is still young, there is not romantic point that is stopped, she always thinks something lost. Signing very heavily, she stretches out hands, that ring is her most expensive ornament, she originally wanted to take down in the past, paid one's debt to him, but can not take down really.
In fact, she does not seek richly and powerfully, she only wants to let one's own love only a bit more beautiful, but he is really too busy, can't find time to accompany her at all.
On her birthday, was just Valentine's Day. He went out early, she thought he will remember. But from early to late, she has not waited until his rose, even a telephone, do not have.
It was at 7 o'clock that he went back home, it was slightly earlier than before. Hungry, I go to cook for you. She stands up, very disappointed.
You follow me. He is taking her by hand, leaves and hires out the cabin lived, go ahead 50 meters, one is curved that abduct, in the front is a river.
She is stupefied. River surface ripple dozens of all kinds of boat, each boat have first cut the small candle, multicoloured, the star reflects water.
Originally, it is can with so, she is head low ground like he front somniloquy also to be romantic: Thank you. Yes, he has not forgotten to be romantic, those boats had been all rolled over personally by him. He understand, take her, buy diamond ring in the past too, enter five-star hotel consume, have she laughed at sweetly so at this moment. He says: I promise you, no matter how poor, I will make romance for you, will not let you suffer hardships again.
If in lifetime, she, with fixing him, no matter poverty or rich, she will accompany sillily. Those dozens of boats beautiful, are still rippling silently in her mind, goes down supporting her all the way, perfectly willing. That is the most romantic and most expensive and most unique Valentine's Day present that she received.
His company has gone bankrupt, he has become the poor in one night.
In order to avoid chasing the debt, they have moved to a strange city, he becomes a porter in a supermarket, go to return late early every day.
She stays at home, does some simple house work, she meant to look for a job, but he does not like. The TV is bored with, Net surfing is irritated too, it is cranky that she has to sit on the sofa every day. She sees he stood at the gate waving at her to smile, she chased, but never led his hands. That is true distance. She thought life too dull, those romance that once had, those moonlight made roses and held tenderness put, it is farther and farther from her.
She is still young, there is not romantic point that is stopped, she always thinks something lost. Signing very heavily, she stretches out hands, that ring is her most expensive ornament, she originally wanted to take down in the past, paid one's debt to him, but can not take down really.
In fact, she does not seek richly and powerfully, she only wants to let one's own love only a bit more beautiful, but he is really too busy, can't find time to accompany her at all.
On her birthday, was just Valentine's Day. He went out early, she thought he will remember. But from early to late, she has not waited until his rose, even a telephone, do not have.
It was at 7 o'clock that he went back home, it was slightly earlier than before. Hungry, I go to cook for you. She stands up, very disappointed.
You follow me. He is taking her by hand, leaves and hires out the cabin lived, go ahead 50 meters, one is curved that abduct, in the front is a river.
She is stupefied. River surface ripple dozens of all kinds of boat, each boat have first cut the small candle, multicoloured, the star reflects water.
Originally, it is can with so, she is head low ground like he front somniloquy also to be romantic: Thank you. Yes, he has not forgotten to be romantic, those boats had been all rolled over personally by him. He understand, take her, buy diamond ring in the past too, enter five-star hotel consume, have she laughed at sweetly so at this moment. He says: I promise you, no matter how poor, I will make romance for you, will not let you suffer hardships again.
If in lifetime, she, with fixing him, no matter poverty or rich, she will accompany sillily. Those dozens of boats beautiful, are still rippling silently in her mind, goes down supporting her all the way, perfectly willing. That is the most romantic and most expensive and most unique Valentine's Day present that she received.
Perfect unrequited love
Perfect unrequited love
1.The most beautiful time of boyhood
He have no special places. It is non- high and non- handsome, a bit naughty. But just attract her.
They are good friends. They were always that a crowd of people went out to play, was floating in the early morning of May of thin fragrance of flowers in the air at that time, whether or the weekend relaxing. In the all, he always loud to babble, laugh so loud that overstate. But she always thinks, under his appearance that does not mind, has a fragile and sensitive heart. It seems that only she knows, he is actually a very fine and smooth person too.
They are deskmates at first. She was very wilful at that time, but he yielded to her very much. Cry each time, he will strenuous attention coax her to be glad; She falls in the thing of the ground while losing the temper, he will help her to pick up again and again. She likes listening to that greeting deeply concerned of his most: What's the matter with you? Who bullies you? I help you to punish him! She thinks when having only them two, what he will pack up on ordinary days is publicized, become very gentle. She does not understand, the ones that came to like him to her are kind, or come to like that indistinct melancholy of his.
That poplar outside the classroom waves with the wind, my sunshine of the setting sun shines into its chink, just as covered with like countless diamonds on the tree, the dazzling brilliant rays flash. It is usually the last class of studying individually at this moment, very quiet around, generally he is sleeping. She see outside window poplar, see and then long he that sleep soundly of eyelashes, think this she happy a time most.
2.Happy supposition
Until the teacher one day says angrily, you two have the audacity to make a fun under teacher's eyelid stealthily, depend on her and say, you are returning a cadre to students again. Then she stay in first, he reach the last row bunch. She has forgotten, the teacher has not liked studying bad students. She always thinks that involves him, but can't say that sorry.
This has not influenced them, make them walk nearer instead. Have a class and pass the small note once in a while, begin communication too, have a chat about some superficial things in the class. She thinks, from first platoon to the last platoon, from the last platoon to first row, it is really gigantic and vigorous, far away! Often in very quiet classroom, following classmates disclose her, pass her a book or a stationery box. She take over shy, avoid sight of teacher, heart but excited and nervous. Then too impatient to open to look quickly, she wonders very much what he has said to her.
She is guessing every day. Notice the feeling that their every one brushes past, remember he sees her every expression in one's eyes, surmise that there are ambiguous words in his letter, always enjoy. She thinks he should like her, even if is only a little. Otherwise how it is so kind to her. Why does she think he can not find out one's own emotion to him? She hopes he knows. But he has never had showing, she does not think he likes her of any in this respect, just treat her as friend. So she fears again he knows, are afraid he pays no attention to her after knowing, is afraid of losing him. In unrequited love with this section, she decides to never choose bright. She knew at that time girls should be restrained, she was having proud self-respect. Then she has been waiting for him to find, is waiting one day, he will come, to her public notice all the time.
3.Waited for such bitterness unexpectedly
After graduating from junior middle school, she does in the test to the nonlocal high school, and he stays in the hometown and replies and reads. They have lost the connection. But she begins to miss him crazily. Having found the telephone numbers of his family at last, she set aside over at once, the excited one is holding microphones, once, all over name that is calling him in the heart. Can be as that voice which sounds with him, she can't help being constrained excitement, say talking in professional jargon easily what a brothers, have not contacted me for such a long time, have forgotten me Put down the telephone, she is very helpless to one's own behavior, why always cover up one's own emotion?
After knowing his address, she begins to write to him. But it seems that anything is changing silently. He write back, she phone, find him while being very much difficult. But she waits anxiously, looks at the absolutely empty mailbox every day, just feel so strong and disappointed and painful. What she got from him was making warm and looking after forever in the past, she could not stand such treatment, determine not to speak to him again. But his telephone is late at that night, she forgave him quickly. No longer want too to ask why he does not write back. She did not understand, he may let her give up in this way at that time.
A friend asks her one day later, were you still waiting for him? He has a girlfriend. She getting distracted several second, finally loud to cry out. She understood suddenly, can't meet him forever on that day to her public notice. Her unrequited love, seem too noble-minded and unwilling to swim with the tide. But does not know why is unwilling to give up the idea, still there is a silk illusion. Everybody gets together again to have a holiday, he is so kind to her, it seems better than before, everything is partial to her. She can not find out a bit, then ask him, your girlfriend, to you, OK. OK, it is very good. Voice earnest then, assassinate so that her heart aches. She understand shouldn't what illusion does it deposit for a long time, he go from her far already finally.
The emotion of boyhood, always come fast, go too fast. Since then, two people seem from far, walk towards the opposite direction totally more and more. Graduate from junior middle school for a long time, he parents divorce, he begin, become excited, love, fight. She has tried to advise him to study hard too, but because clear everybody should walk different distance, some things are not so apt to change, just gave up later. And she should be in order to admit to the ideal university hard. She thinks she should forget him slowly, really forgot later. Later, no their connection gradually.
4.He knew everything originally
Classmates had a get-together in that summer, she saw him. He does not study, but she has already been admitted to a university. They become courteous and verdant, have not spoken a few words. Unless at the time of intermittence in feast, it go out she the ventilative,think seem disappointed with before times bright all take place never. He suddenly came over, would go. He says to her, he will work, will ask how she comes out, want her to play carefully with smile. She asks courteously where he works, then say goodbye to him. Time was resting suddenly, seemed to get back to the past again, but actually everything has been already different.
She know all the time, he actually any other things is known in surprise not long ago, just pretend nothing to know. He finally likes her, it has been already no longer important. If liked her at that time, perhaps was afraid of delaying her study, chose to keep silent; If does not like her, this gives her the best respect. That muddleheaded era, this is that he should have the best attitude.
She sees a lyrics recently: And I can not distinguish, you are the friendship, whether or the love missing. Speak so as to really look like them. That section is in unrequited love with already going far gradually, will be more and more aromatic in her heart. She will remember him all one's life, thanks him. He lets her unrequited love be thin, but perfect forever.
1.The most beautiful time of boyhood
He have no special places. It is non- high and non- handsome, a bit naughty. But just attract her.
They are good friends. They were always that a crowd of people went out to play, was floating in the early morning of May of thin fragrance of flowers in the air at that time, whether or the weekend relaxing. In the all, he always loud to babble, laugh so loud that overstate. But she always thinks, under his appearance that does not mind, has a fragile and sensitive heart. It seems that only she knows, he is actually a very fine and smooth person too.
They are deskmates at first. She was very wilful at that time, but he yielded to her very much. Cry each time, he will strenuous attention coax her to be glad; She falls in the thing of the ground while losing the temper, he will help her to pick up again and again. She likes listening to that greeting deeply concerned of his most: What's the matter with you? Who bullies you? I help you to punish him! She thinks when having only them two, what he will pack up on ordinary days is publicized, become very gentle. She does not understand, the ones that came to like him to her are kind, or come to like that indistinct melancholy of his.
That poplar outside the classroom waves with the wind, my sunshine of the setting sun shines into its chink, just as covered with like countless diamonds on the tree, the dazzling brilliant rays flash. It is usually the last class of studying individually at this moment, very quiet around, generally he is sleeping. She see outside window poplar, see and then long he that sleep soundly of eyelashes, think this she happy a time most.
2.Happy supposition
Until the teacher one day says angrily, you two have the audacity to make a fun under teacher's eyelid stealthily, depend on her and say, you are returning a cadre to students again. Then she stay in first, he reach the last row bunch. She has forgotten, the teacher has not liked studying bad students. She always thinks that involves him, but can't say that sorry.
This has not influenced them, make them walk nearer instead. Have a class and pass the small note once in a while, begin communication too, have a chat about some superficial things in the class. She thinks, from first platoon to the last platoon, from the last platoon to first row, it is really gigantic and vigorous, far away! Often in very quiet classroom, following classmates disclose her, pass her a book or a stationery box. She take over shy, avoid sight of teacher, heart but excited and nervous. Then too impatient to open to look quickly, she wonders very much what he has said to her.
She is guessing every day. Notice the feeling that their every one brushes past, remember he sees her every expression in one's eyes, surmise that there are ambiguous words in his letter, always enjoy. She thinks he should like her, even if is only a little. Otherwise how it is so kind to her. Why does she think he can not find out one's own emotion to him? She hopes he knows. But he has never had showing, she does not think he likes her of any in this respect, just treat her as friend. So she fears again he knows, are afraid he pays no attention to her after knowing, is afraid of losing him. In unrequited love with this section, she decides to never choose bright. She knew at that time girls should be restrained, she was having proud self-respect. Then she has been waiting for him to find, is waiting one day, he will come, to her public notice all the time.
3.Waited for such bitterness unexpectedly
After graduating from junior middle school, she does in the test to the nonlocal high school, and he stays in the hometown and replies and reads. They have lost the connection. But she begins to miss him crazily. Having found the telephone numbers of his family at last, she set aside over at once, the excited one is holding microphones, once, all over name that is calling him in the heart. Can be as that voice which sounds with him, she can't help being constrained excitement, say talking in professional jargon easily what a brothers, have not contacted me for such a long time, have forgotten me Put down the telephone, she is very helpless to one's own behavior, why always cover up one's own emotion?
After knowing his address, she begins to write to him. But it seems that anything is changing silently. He write back, she phone, find him while being very much difficult. But she waits anxiously, looks at the absolutely empty mailbox every day, just feel so strong and disappointed and painful. What she got from him was making warm and looking after forever in the past, she could not stand such treatment, determine not to speak to him again. But his telephone is late at that night, she forgave him quickly. No longer want too to ask why he does not write back. She did not understand, he may let her give up in this way at that time.
A friend asks her one day later, were you still waiting for him? He has a girlfriend. She getting distracted several second, finally loud to cry out. She understood suddenly, can't meet him forever on that day to her public notice. Her unrequited love, seem too noble-minded and unwilling to swim with the tide. But does not know why is unwilling to give up the idea, still there is a silk illusion. Everybody gets together again to have a holiday, he is so kind to her, it seems better than before, everything is partial to her. She can not find out a bit, then ask him, your girlfriend, to you, OK. OK, it is very good. Voice earnest then, assassinate so that her heart aches. She understand shouldn't what illusion does it deposit for a long time, he go from her far already finally.
The emotion of boyhood, always come fast, go too fast. Since then, two people seem from far, walk towards the opposite direction totally more and more. Graduate from junior middle school for a long time, he parents divorce, he begin, become excited, love, fight. She has tried to advise him to study hard too, but because clear everybody should walk different distance, some things are not so apt to change, just gave up later. And she should be in order to admit to the ideal university hard. She thinks she should forget him slowly, really forgot later. Later, no their connection gradually.
4.He knew everything originally
Classmates had a get-together in that summer, she saw him. He does not study, but she has already been admitted to a university. They become courteous and verdant, have not spoken a few words. Unless at the time of intermittence in feast, it go out she the ventilative,think seem disappointed with before times bright all take place never. He suddenly came over, would go. He says to her, he will work, will ask how she comes out, want her to play carefully with smile. She asks courteously where he works, then say goodbye to him. Time was resting suddenly, seemed to get back to the past again, but actually everything has been already different.
She know all the time, he actually any other things is known in surprise not long ago, just pretend nothing to know. He finally likes her, it has been already no longer important. If liked her at that time, perhaps was afraid of delaying her study, chose to keep silent; If does not like her, this gives her the best respect. That muddleheaded era, this is that he should have the best attitude.
She sees a lyrics recently: And I can not distinguish, you are the friendship, whether or the love missing. Speak so as to really look like them. That section is in unrequited love with already going far gradually, will be more and more aromatic in her heart. She will remember him all one's life, thanks him. He lets her unrequited love be thin, but perfect forever.
It proves the love who comes
It proves the love who comes
When run into him, she is 32 years old, struggling for a divorce. The husband has new sweethearts besides, will divorce her deliberately. She defends tenaciously the position, stubbornlies refuse to make a concession. Divorce, afford to fetch the World War, heart tired out vicissitudes day by day of her. Though the appearance is still beautiful, the canthus has the wrinkles that can not be covered up.
He is 22 years old, the smile is clean and clear, is the youngest executive of a large-scale chain supermarket. It is at a the friend's party, someone toasts her frequently during the feast, she does not decline either, drink silently, two cheek flies the red expression in one's eyes is misted quickly. He nearby suddenly stood up, had taken the wineglass in her hand, was facing toward a desk of surprised persons, say calmly: "My sister is drunk, I send her to go back first. " Then compulsorily, the arms which is drawing her walk toward outside.
She has not spoken, from him, follows him obediently. On the road outside, he did not unclamp hands, red face bowed and said: "Drink and injure the body, how can irritate like you? " Under the street lamp, his young face has flush the slight one, the tiny beads of sweet are sparkling and crystal-clear on the nose. In her heart, it seems that there is a string, quiver and quiver gently. But just cast a look at him, has not met his words, has taken care of walking by oneself. Yes, she drowns one's sorrows in liquor, how can he understand?
Have his telephones soon, there are no too many words, just exhort her to learn to refuse while drinking again. "Alternatively, do not need drinking afterwards? " He sounds out and says, it is childish to take. She does not answer him, but ask: "Where to send for my telephone number? " He says: "Want to look for a person conscientiously, can't find? " That end of the telephone, he smiles innocently and clearly, wipes sunshine like oblique that that comes in of the window.
Many connections gradually, she is disinclined to cooking, he will ask her to get home in the small shop of the gate and eat the roast meat; Always there are various fresh fruits which he sent here in the family; Not sleeping at mid-night, he is accompanying her on the net, tells funny stories to her, the lovely expression is given to her He takes good care of and lets her internal injury fully recover day by day carefully. In the near future, she divorces man voluntarily, looks for a job again, people have been in high spirit gradually.
He say, like and love to her honest very, she smile and pass always, say jokingly he little boy still. Yes, separate for 10 years, spring late when the flowers decline gradually that she is among them, whether and he, or the bud splitting at the beginning of early spring. What he loves, is her vicissitudes? She knows too, his home is in the countryside, parents are sickly; And she, there are cars that have rooms, have assets small. If he wants to take the shortcut, she is a good person naturally.
Guess it is natural for nothing to can say she refuse just just certainly. It is very mild and roundabout too to refuse, she will have rookies in the near future, a boss of the company, it has been long for 8 years old for her, divorce too. She is drawing him to introduce to the boss: "My little younger brother. " Say to him, " your brother-in-law. " She is looking at him not speaking and revealing one's feelings, he bites the lower lip closely, the face rises red, the corner of the mouth has a hard arc. He shake hands stiff with boss, he say you if treatment fine I sister, I will with whom you risk one's life Then he drinks ceaselessly, like boiled water, the whole cup of whole cup is irritated. Her heart, there is slight aching, she knows he never drinks, but she even has no enough time to try to persuade him, he has been already drunk.
She tossed about in bed and did not sleep that evening, turned off the mobile phone, pulled out the telephone, but people turned in the room anxious and fretfully. Teacup and towel that she saw him use, the soot machine washed in the kitchen by him, aloe which he planted on the balcony, the cushion which he bought on the sofa, various snacks in the drawer A burst of positions of her heart twitch. She expects he comes with those darkest days when she stayed, his hopeless expression in one's eyes when being drunk, he tells her first excitedly while getting a salary raise: You needn't afraid I can not support you She thinks, this child, is really loving her. She thinks, will tell him tomorrow: She promises his proposing. That boss whom she sent for, only want to test him
But it is difficult to sleep, at two o'clock at mid-night, a burst of pain suddenly of her pit of the stomach, flurried for no reason. She expect he instinctive, Mobile to fight him, in course of conversing, dials, still in conversing. She hung up, suddenly remembered the mobile phone turned off, just started the machine, the telephone rang. The other side says: "I am the police, a traffic accident has just taken place, someone crosses the road after getting drunk, collided to death by the car. Are you his friend? This is a telephone only kept in his mobile phone, before death, he has been making this telephone "
The telephone in the hand " Pa " Fall because it dash to scene of the accident generally, clean out scene already, there are gloomy bloodstains on the road surface. She squats before that stand of bloodstains, the heart is as finding time. She does not know, the original love is so fragile, can't stand some suspicion and neglect.
Yes, she only wants to prove he loves her purity, just she did not think, the cost was the costliness like this unexpectedly. He uses one's own lifelike life, the cost making love, has gone beyond it from a heart to distance between another heart.
When run into him, she is 32 years old, struggling for a divorce. The husband has new sweethearts besides, will divorce her deliberately. She defends tenaciously the position, stubbornlies refuse to make a concession. Divorce, afford to fetch the World War, heart tired out vicissitudes day by day of her. Though the appearance is still beautiful, the canthus has the wrinkles that can not be covered up.
He is 22 years old, the smile is clean and clear, is the youngest executive of a large-scale chain supermarket. It is at a the friend's party, someone toasts her frequently during the feast, she does not decline either, drink silently, two cheek flies the red expression in one's eyes is misted quickly. He nearby suddenly stood up, had taken the wineglass in her hand, was facing toward a desk of surprised persons, say calmly: "My sister is drunk, I send her to go back first. " Then compulsorily, the arms which is drawing her walk toward outside.
She has not spoken, from him, follows him obediently. On the road outside, he did not unclamp hands, red face bowed and said: "Drink and injure the body, how can irritate like you? " Under the street lamp, his young face has flush the slight one, the tiny beads of sweet are sparkling and crystal-clear on the nose. In her heart, it seems that there is a string, quiver and quiver gently. But just cast a look at him, has not met his words, has taken care of walking by oneself. Yes, she drowns one's sorrows in liquor, how can he understand?
Have his telephones soon, there are no too many words, just exhort her to learn to refuse while drinking again. "Alternatively, do not need drinking afterwards? " He sounds out and says, it is childish to take. She does not answer him, but ask: "Where to send for my telephone number? " He says: "Want to look for a person conscientiously, can't find? " That end of the telephone, he smiles innocently and clearly, wipes sunshine like oblique that that comes in of the window.
Many connections gradually, she is disinclined to cooking, he will ask her to get home in the small shop of the gate and eat the roast meat; Always there are various fresh fruits which he sent here in the family; Not sleeping at mid-night, he is accompanying her on the net, tells funny stories to her, the lovely expression is given to her He takes good care of and lets her internal injury fully recover day by day carefully. In the near future, she divorces man voluntarily, looks for a job again, people have been in high spirit gradually.
He say, like and love to her honest very, she smile and pass always, say jokingly he little boy still. Yes, separate for 10 years, spring late when the flowers decline gradually that she is among them, whether and he, or the bud splitting at the beginning of early spring. What he loves, is her vicissitudes? She knows too, his home is in the countryside, parents are sickly; And she, there are cars that have rooms, have assets small. If he wants to take the shortcut, she is a good person naturally.
Guess it is natural for nothing to can say she refuse just just certainly. It is very mild and roundabout too to refuse, she will have rookies in the near future, a boss of the company, it has been long for 8 years old for her, divorce too. She is drawing him to introduce to the boss: "My little younger brother. " Say to him, " your brother-in-law. " She is looking at him not speaking and revealing one's feelings, he bites the lower lip closely, the face rises red, the corner of the mouth has a hard arc. He shake hands stiff with boss, he say you if treatment fine I sister, I will with whom you risk one's life Then he drinks ceaselessly, like boiled water, the whole cup of whole cup is irritated. Her heart, there is slight aching, she knows he never drinks, but she even has no enough time to try to persuade him, he has been already drunk.
She tossed about in bed and did not sleep that evening, turned off the mobile phone, pulled out the telephone, but people turned in the room anxious and fretfully. Teacup and towel that she saw him use, the soot machine washed in the kitchen by him, aloe which he planted on the balcony, the cushion which he bought on the sofa, various snacks in the drawer A burst of positions of her heart twitch. She expects he comes with those darkest days when she stayed, his hopeless expression in one's eyes when being drunk, he tells her first excitedly while getting a salary raise: You needn't afraid I can not support you She thinks, this child, is really loving her. She thinks, will tell him tomorrow: She promises his proposing. That boss whom she sent for, only want to test him
But it is difficult to sleep, at two o'clock at mid-night, a burst of pain suddenly of her pit of the stomach, flurried for no reason. She expect he instinctive, Mobile to fight him, in course of conversing, dials, still in conversing. She hung up, suddenly remembered the mobile phone turned off, just started the machine, the telephone rang. The other side says: "I am the police, a traffic accident has just taken place, someone crosses the road after getting drunk, collided to death by the car. Are you his friend? This is a telephone only kept in his mobile phone, before death, he has been making this telephone "
The telephone in the hand " Pa " Fall because it dash to scene of the accident generally, clean out scene already, there are gloomy bloodstains on the road surface. She squats before that stand of bloodstains, the heart is as finding time. She does not know, the original love is so fragile, can't stand some suspicion and neglect.
Yes, she only wants to prove he loves her purity, just she did not think, the cost was the costliness like this unexpectedly. He uses one's own lifelike life, the cost making love, has gone beyond it from a heart to distance between another heart.
Wei girl
Wei girl
The friend's shop, opened on the most flourishing highway section of university city. So is nearly every day, there are a lot of girls with fresh face, pour in chirpily. I like this to let " Wei girl " Shop,cause on it is for friend, the more, like call with store by girl of Wei, have a few words in chat.
Wei is only 19 years old, has already made a living away from home in this city for two years alone, so in her eyes, sad and ripe that there are girls of the same age. In the dusk, store people less, Wei lie prone, at counter, listen to me have, take, take the place question no. The speech of Wei is always succinct, originally I thought she was shy, knew later, that is just a way that herself conducts oneself in society, she, in errant two years in the city, in to look up and down, ask ask, use cold appearance, parcel blow oneself stranger society. But I like her, the sunshine in winter penetrates into shop where the heating is sufficient lazily and lazily, Wei tries to persuade those girls as young as her gently, buys the beautiful sweater tried on. Always in a few words, the girls are persuaded by Wei, a face foots a bill and buys and wears going out joyfully. I talk about Wei, why sometimes they know obviously you charge this clothes more than it's worth, willing to buy? Wei is closed tightly as you please the mouth smiles, no speech. But I know that time, in the heart of Wei, happy, happiness that acknowledge and admit one, let Wei look like pure and beautiful flower that, until on being very flourishing, fragrant to burst forth with whom her have nothing to do.
Because there is Wei, the friend's small shop, manages vivid and dramatically. But I advise friends to add some more money paid for odd jobs for Wei several times, have been refused. The friend says, as soft-hearted as you, how does the businessman return to have a meal? She is just the staff who I employed, the work of doing a killing job for the boss, that is one's work too, moreover wait girl that work like her, the city catch first host of! I am very sad, is Wei. Yes, she is in the friend's eyes, is just that the dust is insignificant equally, if is unhappy, the friend can ask her to go away at any time. However, has quited Wei, where does the friend go to seek so bright and clever and also strong a girl? Who be can when the new clothing is put on the shelf also, information in front of door at the board, draw one eye bright look lovely cartoon baby, to attract customers to enter the door? Who will show the clothes various kinds of artistic Pose, hang on the wall? Who will moaning the song in early morning of every day, sweep the shop bright and cleanly? Regard shop as the family to love equally, maybe there is only Wei, just know.
Wei seldom lifts her family to me, but I still know her father intermittently, passed away, her high school read half, left school resolutely, it is for the little one's own sister to study to earn money. I once tried to ask she was repentant after having, but she jumped over my question at all times, unwilling to answer. Later one day, I see she rest on in gate,High pressure pumps|Mud pumps|Slush Pumps|Piston Pumps|sex toysReciprocating Pumps|Water Injection Pumps|Steam Injection Pumps|Metering Pumps|Double Screw Pumps|Pressure testing Pumps|Oilfield Skid Mounted Pumps look see those wear fashion face proud girl clothes complicated once in a while, understand Wei, it is heart that regret in fact, just, reality let she finally, can only look at at one glance through street like this, that future that once wanted, spend the noise and excitement of the common customs, stop her.
I invite Wei to go to the university where I teach to take a walk several times, have been all refused by her. I thought she was sensitive, afraid that had injured self-respect in front of supercilious university students, but several months later, in the metasequoia forest in the campus, saw Wei. Moreover, it was a boy getting to know me unexpectedly. The hands of Wei, held tightly by the boy, the happiness such as a gulf murmuring brook on her face, clear and incomparable. Wei, the first love in her life that have obviously met.
That boy, it was an art design that was studied, as soon as he comes to store for the first time, he is moved by Wei's unique design, the stranger only knows Wei is a girl working as a temporary labourer, but he has seen through the unwillingness of Wei and wished eagerly quickly. It is he that has written the love letter first, Wei is used for one sharp and a heart quickly, caters to over. She regard oneself as one fire, love the a dense one, parcel live in ragingly, I this believe people of love see, feel, make warm no longer even. When having a meal every, as soon as the boy will come over, the boy far call " Wei girl " ,Wei forget customer often, dash, get road go by on the opposite side twinkling of an eye, gather around, live in he ring, and then face upward head to be silly to laugh at and look at him silly. Wei such as a piece of lily at that time, hear the call in spring, too impatient, gurgle and burst forth.
Wei that is always held back, in this love, have lost all restrained and shyness. 0 of her, have, love more or less, what it will be she, demonstrate to him completely. She has not had it like those collegegirls with scheming, in the love, the society socializes, learn to calculate the gain and loss, learn to advance and retreat calmly freely. Wei is just loved, and, enjoy this one in others' view heartily, the love with with a wide gap difference. Wei begins to follow boys to listen to the teacher in the university, the life that she yearns for in the past, opened the door to her pa at last. The boy is slightly famous too in the school, love a girl working as a temporary labourer, his popularity that even more to let, rise violently in one night. He and Wei walk in the campus hand in hand, always a lot of persons discuss and give directions. I do not know whether boys have shrunk back, but I am clear, to end to the beginning, Wei, has not all hesitated. She knows she can not mix him, but she loves stubbornly.
Wonder in the store when to begin some girls come in intermittently, they do not buy the clothes, just pretend to look about a circle full of interestly, smile and leave, walk out far away, will also turn round, look at diligent and busy Wei. Sometimes they do not come in either, only stand at the gate looking around for a period of time, say, this is that Wei girl who falls in love with our school grass, see how clearly she has wiped mirror in the store, but why has she been never shining oneself? In that case, let friends hear quickly. The friend says, either resign, or leave that boy to Wei very resolutely, don't bring the unnecessary trouble to shop again. I know the friend is just a sentence of warnings, she is unwilling staff as dexterous as Wei. But Wei, is in the friend's abuse, say gently, OK, I walk.
This is the final result that a friend has not expected, it is one that can not see love of the result, but You has been chosen to lose the work of depending on making a living for it. I catch in the past advising Wei, Wei, open one's mouth yet in me, say elder sister, you do not understand Wei either, you know her even if regret, will be done in the future.
I kept silent in this sentence of Wei at last. I think, Wei will be injured, however, she also will be once an impossible love, diligent, and the happiness in the heart.
One year later, I can not see Wei again. Beginning to change another woman with only fresh fashion at one's side of that boy, one will go over soon, will know, while living in the common customs, they match. But I forget Wei is such a in with cold and detached city where she has nothing to do, for the happy and love that is wishing eagerly, the girl that once fought for with life in all desperation.
The friend's shop, opened on the most flourishing highway section of university city. So is nearly every day, there are a lot of girls with fresh face, pour in chirpily. I like this to let " Wei girl " Shop,cause on it is for friend, the more, like call with store by girl of Wei, have a few words in chat.
Wei is only 19 years old, has already made a living away from home in this city for two years alone, so in her eyes, sad and ripe that there are girls of the same age. In the dusk, store people less, Wei lie prone, at counter, listen to me have, take, take the place question no. The speech of Wei is always succinct, originally I thought she was shy, knew later, that is just a way that herself conducts oneself in society, she, in errant two years in the city, in to look up and down, ask ask, use cold appearance, parcel blow oneself stranger society. But I like her, the sunshine in winter penetrates into shop where the heating is sufficient lazily and lazily, Wei tries to persuade those girls as young as her gently, buys the beautiful sweater tried on. Always in a few words, the girls are persuaded by Wei, a face foots a bill and buys and wears going out joyfully. I talk about Wei, why sometimes they know obviously you charge this clothes more than it's worth, willing to buy? Wei is closed tightly as you please the mouth smiles, no speech. But I know that time, in the heart of Wei, happy, happiness that acknowledge and admit one, let Wei look like pure and beautiful flower that, until on being very flourishing, fragrant to burst forth with whom her have nothing to do.
Because there is Wei, the friend's small shop, manages vivid and dramatically. But I advise friends to add some more money paid for odd jobs for Wei several times, have been refused. The friend says, as soft-hearted as you, how does the businessman return to have a meal? She is just the staff who I employed, the work of doing a killing job for the boss, that is one's work too, moreover wait girl that work like her, the city catch first host of! I am very sad, is Wei. Yes, she is in the friend's eyes, is just that the dust is insignificant equally, if is unhappy, the friend can ask her to go away at any time. However, has quited Wei, where does the friend go to seek so bright and clever and also strong a girl? Who be can when the new clothing is put on the shelf also, information in front of door at the board, draw one eye bright look lovely cartoon baby, to attract customers to enter the door? Who will show the clothes various kinds of artistic Pose, hang on the wall? Who will moaning the song in early morning of every day, sweep the shop bright and cleanly? Regard shop as the family to love equally, maybe there is only Wei, just know.
Wei seldom lifts her family to me, but I still know her father intermittently, passed away, her high school read half, left school resolutely, it is for the little one's own sister to study to earn money. I once tried to ask she was repentant after having, but she jumped over my question at all times, unwilling to answer. Later one day, I see she rest on in gate,High pressure pumps|Mud pumps|Slush Pumps|Piston Pumps|sex toysReciprocating Pumps|Water Injection Pumps|Steam Injection Pumps|Metering Pumps|Double Screw Pumps|Pressure testing Pumps|Oilfield Skid Mounted Pumps look see those wear fashion face proud girl clothes complicated once in a while, understand Wei, it is heart that regret in fact, just, reality let she finally, can only look at at one glance through street like this, that future that once wanted, spend the noise and excitement of the common customs, stop her.
I invite Wei to go to the university where I teach to take a walk several times, have been all refused by her. I thought she was sensitive, afraid that had injured self-respect in front of supercilious university students, but several months later, in the metasequoia forest in the campus, saw Wei. Moreover, it was a boy getting to know me unexpectedly. The hands of Wei, held tightly by the boy, the happiness such as a gulf murmuring brook on her face, clear and incomparable. Wei, the first love in her life that have obviously met.
That boy, it was an art design that was studied, as soon as he comes to store for the first time, he is moved by Wei's unique design, the stranger only knows Wei is a girl working as a temporary labourer, but he has seen through the unwillingness of Wei and wished eagerly quickly. It is he that has written the love letter first, Wei is used for one sharp and a heart quickly, caters to over. She regard oneself as one fire, love the a dense one, parcel live in ragingly, I this believe people of love see, feel, make warm no longer even. When having a meal every, as soon as the boy will come over, the boy far call " Wei girl " ,Wei forget customer often, dash, get road go by on the opposite side twinkling of an eye, gather around, live in he ring, and then face upward head to be silly to laugh at and look at him silly. Wei such as a piece of lily at that time, hear the call in spring, too impatient, gurgle and burst forth.
Wei that is always held back, in this love, have lost all restrained and shyness. 0 of her, have, love more or less, what it will be she, demonstrate to him completely. She has not had it like those collegegirls with scheming, in the love, the society socializes, learn to calculate the gain and loss, learn to advance and retreat calmly freely. Wei is just loved, and, enjoy this one in others' view heartily, the love with with a wide gap difference. Wei begins to follow boys to listen to the teacher in the university, the life that she yearns for in the past, opened the door to her pa at last. The boy is slightly famous too in the school, love a girl working as a temporary labourer, his popularity that even more to let, rise violently in one night. He and Wei walk in the campus hand in hand, always a lot of persons discuss and give directions. I do not know whether boys have shrunk back, but I am clear, to end to the beginning, Wei, has not all hesitated. She knows she can not mix him, but she loves stubbornly.
Wonder in the store when to begin some girls come in intermittently, they do not buy the clothes, just pretend to look about a circle full of interestly, smile and leave, walk out far away, will also turn round, look at diligent and busy Wei. Sometimes they do not come in either, only stand at the gate looking around for a period of time, say, this is that Wei girl who falls in love with our school grass, see how clearly she has wiped mirror in the store, but why has she been never shining oneself? In that case, let friends hear quickly. The friend says, either resign, or leave that boy to Wei very resolutely, don't bring the unnecessary trouble to shop again. I know the friend is just a sentence of warnings, she is unwilling staff as dexterous as Wei. But Wei, is in the friend's abuse, say gently, OK, I walk.
This is the final result that a friend has not expected, it is one that can not see love of the result, but You has been chosen to lose the work of depending on making a living for it. I catch in the past advising Wei, Wei, open one's mouth yet in me, say elder sister, you do not understand Wei either, you know her even if regret, will be done in the future.
I kept silent in this sentence of Wei at last. I think, Wei will be injured, however, she also will be once an impossible love, diligent, and the happiness in the heart.
One year later, I can not see Wei again. Beginning to change another woman with only fresh fashion at one's side of that boy, one will go over soon, will know, while living in the common customs, they match. But I forget Wei is such a in with cold and detached city where she has nothing to do, for the happy and love that is wishing eagerly, the girl that once fought for with life in all desperation.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
A kind of happiness lets to wait
A kind of happiness lets to wait
Happy, except that all that we have among the reality, sometimes, it hide heart wait in everybody deeply, the agreement grown is a dream of the undertaking, is a love of brushing past.
In the sixties last century, a middle school student of Shanghai jumped the quene to come to the Great Northern Wilderness.
He did not reach the age of 17 until that year, had not understood this world yet, was thrown from the flourishing city in the strange land of this world of ice and snow by merciless destiny.
He forgotten desolate great famine in twinkling of an eye in multicoloured life, he once silly to look at in the South while being silly, cry in the dream every night, but it is still that it is grey, wild and boundless and indistinct to wake up at the moment. Lonely with letting this child not growing up homesickly yet fall into the low ebb in life.
Just at this moment, a northern girl came into his sight. The Great Northern Wilderness of that times, has not this wording of the love prevailed yet, a guy less than 17 years old, a just girl 15 years old, will not say " I love you, you love me " ,unless after all, they dare even hand it draw, they so far, quietly until each other muddleheaded sincerity last department.
The love lets him adapt to the wasteland, besides the weeds, he has also seen the flower beautiful. A few years love each other, they plan, get married, plan die-hard to pass all one's life in there. Those days, they immerse when being happy excited, make an appointment and hold the sub hands, live together to a ripe old age with the son. This to throw era trials and tribulations lover that stay, burst forth with sweat with flower of love that tears water finally. Just at this moment, a file that the destiny makes fool of the people woke them from the happiness - -All educated youths return to the city greatly. The policy of his family has been implemented, he can go back to Shanghai to enter university. He is at a loss, she encourages him to go back, and will wait for him to come back to marry her the North by oneself.
In the evening before that day parting, the moon that the wasteland was had was very round, she said that can know people in the future in the round. He swears, sure to come back to marry her. She has laughed happily. He set foot on the train going down south at last.
From then on, her happiest thing, waiting, the long one waited. Every day, she wants to see the laundry not taking away before he was leaving, recall his every sentence, every smile. He graduates from university that year, she goes to the railway station of the county town excitedly every day, until the crowd disperses. Those days, the staff members of the station all knew her thing. Try to persuade her, don't wait, because come back again after never seeing that go, she puts smiling to this, then came back home to wait for him.
Spring go go back spring,last wild goose also wild goose,she wait by he, spend pieces of woman time bright most of all one's life. In fact, after getting back to his city unseen for ages, his parents advise him to forget her every day, forgetting the life of the Great Northern Wilderness and all, he says he can not do, mother looks at him every day, father still imitates his handwriting, has sent a letter to the Great Northern Wilderness to her: I will not marry you, let's say good-bye.
Receive the letter, her feeling with the same bolt from the blue, eyes are black, leant against the door quickly nothing is known. Waking up, the people in the village all come to try to persuade her, don't wait for him. While age is not still big, marry. But she is unmoved, she drives those people out of the family, sits at home and waits for, she believes, one day, he will fly back together with the migratory bird.
He was forced to marry father's old companion's daughter at last, her shade, light gradually in his impression. After marriage couple go by U.S.A.,how long after divorce,get back to he by Shanghai alone. Just that year, the companion jumping the quene together with him went back to the Great Northern Wilderness once, it is wan and sallow that that companion has seen, she who has all the time single, can't bearing. She says to that companion, don't look for him, don't bother his life, this is my own choice. In fact this companion transferred to Qingdao several years ago, had lost getting in touch with him for a long time. But the thing is on so luckily, once he is on business to Shanghai, goes forward to a market to do shopping before leaving, he comes home from work and happens to pass by this market too, then, this old friend meeting two 20 years has encountered by chance. bmw gt1|benz star|BMW OPS|Mercedes benz starThe companion asks him, whether you know that there are individuals that have been waiting for you. Who he says, the companion says it is her. He almost fell down. He lose thing of hand, go mad, set foot on train that north went generally, this winter, already 18 solid years from he and her last meeting.
That day, when she put the clothes that he left in the room that year in order, the door was pushed open, she looks up, just sees his eyes containing tears.
18 year,the 18 year one wind one hundred sheetses of frost sword,can vicissitudes how much soul,how much love there is, how much oath be scabbled.
The waiting earnestly of 18,BMW GT1 DIS |Ford VCM |Lexia 3|renault can clip if it is wait keeping gazing with great anxiety to begin that most, later on waited for and already turned into a kind of habit to her. She waits for one's own happiness like a warrior.
Happy, except that all that we have among the reality, sometimes, it hide heart wait in everybody deeply, the agreement grown is a dream of the undertaking, is a love of brushing past.
There is a soul that moment waits, will have upcoming happiness forever.
Happy, except that all that we have among the reality, sometimes, it hide heart wait in everybody deeply, the agreement grown is a dream of the undertaking, is a love of brushing past.
In the sixties last century, a middle school student of Shanghai jumped the quene to come to the Great Northern Wilderness.
He did not reach the age of 17 until that year, had not understood this world yet, was thrown from the flourishing city in the strange land of this world of ice and snow by merciless destiny.
He forgotten desolate great famine in twinkling of an eye in multicoloured life, he once silly to look at in the South while being silly, cry in the dream every night, but it is still that it is grey, wild and boundless and indistinct to wake up at the moment. Lonely with letting this child not growing up homesickly yet fall into the low ebb in life.
Just at this moment, a northern girl came into his sight. The Great Northern Wilderness of that times, has not this wording of the love prevailed yet, a guy less than 17 years old, a just girl 15 years old, will not say " I love you, you love me " ,unless after all, they dare even hand it draw, they so far, quietly until each other muddleheaded sincerity last department.
The love lets him adapt to the wasteland, besides the weeds, he has also seen the flower beautiful. A few years love each other, they plan, get married, plan die-hard to pass all one's life in there. Those days, they immerse when being happy excited, make an appointment and hold the sub hands, live together to a ripe old age with the son. This to throw era trials and tribulations lover that stay, burst forth with sweat with flower of love that tears water finally. Just at this moment, a file that the destiny makes fool of the people woke them from the happiness - -All educated youths return to the city greatly. The policy of his family has been implemented, he can go back to Shanghai to enter university. He is at a loss, she encourages him to go back, and will wait for him to come back to marry her the North by oneself.
In the evening before that day parting, the moon that the wasteland was had was very round, she said that can know people in the future in the round. He swears, sure to come back to marry her. She has laughed happily. He set foot on the train going down south at last.
From then on, her happiest thing, waiting, the long one waited. Every day, she wants to see the laundry not taking away before he was leaving, recall his every sentence, every smile. He graduates from university that year, she goes to the railway station of the county town excitedly every day, until the crowd disperses. Those days, the staff members of the station all knew her thing. Try to persuade her, don't wait, because come back again after never seeing that go, she puts smiling to this, then came back home to wait for him.
Spring go go back spring,last wild goose also wild goose,she wait by he, spend pieces of woman time bright most of all one's life. In fact, after getting back to his city unseen for ages, his parents advise him to forget her every day, forgetting the life of the Great Northern Wilderness and all, he says he can not do, mother looks at him every day, father still imitates his handwriting, has sent a letter to the Great Northern Wilderness to her: I will not marry you, let's say good-bye.
Receive the letter, her feeling with the same bolt from the blue, eyes are black, leant against the door quickly nothing is known. Waking up, the people in the village all come to try to persuade her, don't wait for him. While age is not still big, marry. But she is unmoved, she drives those people out of the family, sits at home and waits for, she believes, one day, he will fly back together with the migratory bird.
He was forced to marry father's old companion's daughter at last, her shade, light gradually in his impression. After marriage couple go by U.S.A.,how long after divorce,get back to he by Shanghai alone. Just that year, the companion jumping the quene together with him went back to the Great Northern Wilderness once, it is wan and sallow that that companion has seen, she who has all the time single, can't bearing. She says to that companion, don't look for him, don't bother his life, this is my own choice. In fact this companion transferred to Qingdao several years ago, had lost getting in touch with him for a long time. But the thing is on so luckily, once he is on business to Shanghai, goes forward to a market to do shopping before leaving, he comes home from work and happens to pass by this market too, then, this old friend meeting two 20 years has encountered by chance. bmw gt1|benz star|BMW OPS|Mercedes benz starThe companion asks him, whether you know that there are individuals that have been waiting for you. Who he says, the companion says it is her. He almost fell down. He lose thing of hand, go mad, set foot on train that north went generally, this winter, already 18 solid years from he and her last meeting.
That day, when she put the clothes that he left in the room that year in order, the door was pushed open, she looks up, just sees his eyes containing tears.
18 year,the 18 year one wind one hundred sheetses of frost sword,can vicissitudes how much soul,how much love there is, how much oath be scabbled.
The waiting earnestly of 18,BMW GT1 DIS |Ford VCM |Lexia 3|renault can clip if it is wait keeping gazing with great anxiety to begin that most, later on waited for and already turned into a kind of habit to her. She waits for one's own happiness like a warrior.
Happy, except that all that we have among the reality, sometimes, it hide heart wait in everybody deeply, the agreement grown is a dream of the undertaking, is a love of brushing past.
There is a soul that moment waits, will have upcoming happiness forever.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Candy rose of the love
Candy rose of the love
The confidente in a boudoir of mine Jing, she is a girl beautiful, and overbearing and insufferably arrogant. She once told her love history of bringing home to one's heart to me. Jing say she when working in Shenzhen, have boy send a dozen red roses to her at birthday such as her. She does not accept, turns one's head and leaves. Boy that " Thud" , in front of everybody, the single knee kneels down, with this kind of classical Western ceremony which seem ridiculous and funny in Chinese's eyes, pair is held that rose bouquet that wraps up extremely exquisitely in hands, propose to her solemnly. Then she has accepted that bunch of flowers. Later, just married him naturally.
She warns me: Someone sends flowers, don't take at will! Must let him kneel down!
I feel very laughable, can't smile in front of her. I sign gently, say: Let it be, it is not the British queen.
Yes, I am not her girl so beautiful, not overbearing and insufferably arrogant either. My requirement is very simple, so long as a rose, pass over from his sincere hands, it is enough. Perhaps, should also stare at me deeply.
This lifetime, I still confiscate and been several roses. Even if someone sends off, mostly gather one lively on the birthday, or some friends' friendship expresses. And the rose, especially the scarlet long stem rose with buds just ready to burst of that kind of blood color, it should be the explanation of the eternal love. That kind of flower can not be sent easily, not even can accept easily.
Because there is not such a flower, often a thought is being stored in the bottom of heart: If have such one, give a flower such as me, I am sure to air-dry it attentively, hide, keep it, is keeping it, the ones that use me and does not wither this life are closed to reciprocate it that will never wither in Huailai, in addition, pass it to he in my hand.
That day, the net friend associating for nearly one year, demanded to meet me, invited a place. Excited that I free and easy in the ground, landing is uneasy that rise and fall.
Think to see me, he sure from become, appear one rose pass to me behind secretly, in this way, I can do my air-drying and spending, and go to fall into lovesickness very justifiedly.
Yes, I need only one. I do not like a dozen half a dozen flowers at all times. Do not look very beautiful, is not so good as the single flower of one and straighten one's back to pitch into a heavy flower of bunch in the wind, one kind smiles at peerless elegance and talent to the first of spring breeze. Moreover, if I should air-dry and spend, it is impossible to collect all flowers, can only choose two for one. How to do that flower left. Stay, can't either; Abandon, does not also give up. How can I let down them.
A flower, is a heart; A bunch of flowers, are sharing that heart together. So, one is enough for me. Just like a person of whole life.
I faced him at last. It is him, my first love. However, there are no flowers, there is no my rose.
It is sure to have one fire hot and hurt and wronged look think his sight spread in me for me to know. He bow head go, say with a smile, work overtime today, hasty to come over any other things lead no by car.
I getting white one of him, angry. When buying flowers and seeing me, certainly the latter is more important. Can't blame him. However, fell in the heart emptily.
The next day, he accompanied me to go shopping. Each shop in the shopping center, it is bored that I enter. He stride with at my side heavy, face there is a kind of solemn and stirring expression of meeting one's death like a hero. Unless jump always and I, last clothes shelf of shop,ha, ha expression to observe him.
Then we pass by a sweet shop. Chocolate of the design some changes and candy beans, are all things that I like, so will certainly enter and have a look. It is Easter soon in those days, were all rabbit's ducks and small egg eggs everywhere. I shuttle back and forth in rabbit group, view and admire all over shop want, take and dare sweet things that wipe out quite.
Moving round to wind, I find he is not behind me. Saw suddenly, found he was squating in the corner of the candy counter, studying enthusiastically what it is four times. No matter what is seen, he is always a very absorbed appearance. So when we meet each other for the first time, it is his persistent and absorbed sight, have involved me in the love swirl without bottom.
I know he will only have such staring to me, only I too, it is not quite beautiful that will lift that pair of mine, but very limpid and broad and level eyes and he are relative.
However, he is seeing something now, that kind of secretly pleased expression, let me feel a bit strange. I go over towards his place, have taken two steps, has stopped.
I see one bright-colored rose, put in front of whom him stare. So beautiful rose. Every one, is all holding back the petal, ready to appear appearance gently. It is what I like, I have not liked the flower in full bloom, have thought them too magnificent, therefore will not be too for a long time. I have been liking the slightly quiver colored flower bud like this all the time because because it has not started yet, let me think it has tomorrow.
This cluster of roses in front of him of now, look especially plain and clumsy and tender and lovely. See clearly, the flowers made of the cream candy that it is that kind of foam formation are specially for the girl's flowers. Because they are made by candies of a monoblock, are not close petal, not pitching people's colored thorn either, the one that is supporting the candy flower is a long and thin green plastic rachis, there is a heart-shaped leaf on the stem, is fastening a very small golden card with the pink thin ribbon, that must be specially in order to wrote with that three eternal words and used. And its size, it seems only enough to write those three words. Design that is really shown consideration for very much.
It is so lovely for them not to seem, have no carve while being muddy so. Simple and understand, but and other style conditions and customs. Just as he give deep and sincere and plain letter those that I write, for those that him write such as tenderness but poem not modified speak in a low voice, I.
The smile like a wisp of fragrance of flowers floats from my bottom of heart, my full purpose with a smile looks at him. I know what he has wanted to do.
He switches back to smile. This is that I like his expression of looking most. Eyes are always very bright when he smiles, will have a kind of splendor, and some of corner of the mouth will be left curved slightly, the face making him genteel, grow out some spirits as high as the hills and as long as the rivers for no reason.
When he looked at me to smile, I have been always full of gradually by a kind of happy and temperate and moist thing in the heart.
He answers and goes excessively, hold the glasses, look once carefully, take one out to come from the flowers. I see early clearly, it is most bright-colored a moving one of dozens of. He has gone to pay on the cash registering machine quickly, then come over towards me. Put that candy flower into the my hand, say: "For you. "
I am pouting one's lips as a signal with one's head low, getting flurried. Go to the shop door swiftly, so far as seem afraid it is like that others see several of mine more.
I feel that there are a drop of very sparkling and crystal-clear things that fall down, drip and leave it on the heart in the heart, knock into so that the splash flashes. Because heart burning hot a bolling hot one, so one, sometimes, this drop sparkling and crystal-clear and already rising to blow BMW OPS water smoke, set off the whole person of I by contrast and fly and rise upwards slowly. And high the sky very that fly to gradually, expect for a long time I the emotion has returned to the paradise depended on for over 20 years, with a little smiling me, my dream my darling.
He happens to come, says to me: "Eat. " It is not eaten that I say, do not eat now.
Have looked for a box to put that flower specially, and put it in the bag meticulously. Then take it home, there emerged a long and thin glass flower receptacle to turn over, insert it inside, have put and written and seen for several days on the desk.
Expect he have tenderness honeyed purpose say, afford to say in this way. But tenacious person of silence that he is that been thinking all the time, though does not lack tender feeling, does not think either how romantic or warm he is.
Yes, he gives me a rose, and want me to keep it forever. I swallow it, it coexists with my life with my health. It will go over my body and every corner of the life with my blood vessels, let I in in this life, and perhaps it have, come Shi Du have it born, miss him.
The next life next life, and a thousand is grown in all ages, are all the expectation in the unseen world, and love, with spirit, Buddha and samsara, like all religions or faith, it is a kind of letter that has, not believes the freedom heart card not had. I look forward to, so I believe; I believe, so I love.
Having crossed it a bit, it has got hot gradually. In one are sunny the dusk beautiful, I untie ribbon and cellophane that took gently, put it in the mouth gently. The toffee is so fragrant and sweet as to fill the air in my cabin quickly.
Then, phone to tell him, have eaten up.
I say, am really spending with the candy flowers, I prefer the latter. Because I do not like the delicate gentle beauty apt to thank, I like vivid happiness and tenderness.
Yes, these happy and gentle memory that he gives to me is our reason one after another of this life, during our years afterwards at least, will often still aftertaste this and can eat the rose that can dream of with the song. The expression of the love, there is a different way to only belong to both of us here. Every year later, I will ask him to give such a flower to me. One for one year, two for two years Have the honor, Heaven give 60 of me with that he keep year, then 60 fragrant and sweet roses beautiful, will take back I covered with silver hair to warm and fragrant memory that year definitely, let one first I in the son, can for flower and to smile but flop, flop, the earth's core beat him of him also
The confidente in a boudoir of mine Jing, she is a girl beautiful, and overbearing and insufferably arrogant. She once told her love history of bringing home to one's heart to me. Jing say she when working in Shenzhen, have boy send a dozen red roses to her at birthday such as her. She does not accept, turns one's head and leaves. Boy that " Thud" , in front of everybody, the single knee kneels down, with this kind of classical Western ceremony which seem ridiculous and funny in Chinese's eyes, pair is held that rose bouquet that wraps up extremely exquisitely in hands, propose to her solemnly. Then she has accepted that bunch of flowers. Later, just married him naturally.
She warns me: Someone sends flowers, don't take at will! Must let him kneel down!
I feel very laughable, can't smile in front of her. I sign gently, say: Let it be, it is not the British queen.
Yes, I am not her girl so beautiful, not overbearing and insufferably arrogant either. My requirement is very simple, so long as a rose, pass over from his sincere hands, it is enough. Perhaps, should also stare at me deeply.
This lifetime, I still confiscate and been several roses. Even if someone sends off, mostly gather one lively on the birthday, or some friends' friendship expresses. And the rose, especially the scarlet long stem rose with buds just ready to burst of that kind of blood color, it should be the explanation of the eternal love. That kind of flower can not be sent easily, not even can accept easily.
Because there is not such a flower, often a thought is being stored in the bottom of heart: If have such one, give a flower such as me, I am sure to air-dry it attentively, hide, keep it, is keeping it, the ones that use me and does not wither this life are closed to reciprocate it that will never wither in Huailai, in addition, pass it to he in my hand.
That day, the net friend associating for nearly one year, demanded to meet me, invited a place. Excited that I free and easy in the ground, landing is uneasy that rise and fall.
Think to see me, he sure from become, appear one rose pass to me behind secretly, in this way, I can do my air-drying and spending, and go to fall into lovesickness very justifiedly.
Yes, I need only one. I do not like a dozen half a dozen flowers at all times. Do not look very beautiful, is not so good as the single flower of one and straighten one's back to pitch into a heavy flower of bunch in the wind, one kind smiles at peerless elegance and talent to the first of spring breeze. Moreover, if I should air-dry and spend, it is impossible to collect all flowers, can only choose two for one. How to do that flower left. Stay, can't either; Abandon, does not also give up. How can I let down them.
A flower, is a heart; A bunch of flowers, are sharing that heart together. So, one is enough for me. Just like a person of whole life.
I faced him at last. It is him, my first love. However, there are no flowers, there is no my rose.
It is sure to have one fire hot and hurt and wronged look think his sight spread in me for me to know. He bow head go, say with a smile, work overtime today, hasty to come over any other things lead no by car.
I getting white one of him, angry. When buying flowers and seeing me, certainly the latter is more important. Can't blame him. However, fell in the heart emptily.
The next day, he accompanied me to go shopping. Each shop in the shopping center, it is bored that I enter. He stride with at my side heavy, face there is a kind of solemn and stirring expression of meeting one's death like a hero. Unless jump always and I, last clothes shelf of shop,ha, ha expression to observe him.
Then we pass by a sweet shop. Chocolate of the design some changes and candy beans, are all things that I like, so will certainly enter and have a look. It is Easter soon in those days, were all rabbit's ducks and small egg eggs everywhere. I shuttle back and forth in rabbit group, view and admire all over shop want, take and dare sweet things that wipe out quite.
Moving round to wind, I find he is not behind me. Saw suddenly, found he was squating in the corner of the candy counter, studying enthusiastically what it is four times. No matter what is seen, he is always a very absorbed appearance. So when we meet each other for the first time, it is his persistent and absorbed sight, have involved me in the love swirl without bottom.
I know he will only have such staring to me, only I too, it is not quite beautiful that will lift that pair of mine, but very limpid and broad and level eyes and he are relative.
However, he is seeing something now, that kind of secretly pleased expression, let me feel a bit strange. I go over towards his place, have taken two steps, has stopped.
I see one bright-colored rose, put in front of whom him stare. So beautiful rose. Every one, is all holding back the petal, ready to appear appearance gently. It is what I like, I have not liked the flower in full bloom, have thought them too magnificent, therefore will not be too for a long time. I have been liking the slightly quiver colored flower bud like this all the time because because it has not started yet, let me think it has tomorrow.
This cluster of roses in front of him of now, look especially plain and clumsy and tender and lovely. See clearly, the flowers made of the cream candy that it is that kind of foam formation are specially for the girl's flowers. Because they are made by candies of a monoblock, are not close petal, not pitching people's colored thorn either, the one that is supporting the candy flower is a long and thin green plastic rachis, there is a heart-shaped leaf on the stem, is fastening a very small golden card with the pink thin ribbon, that must be specially in order to wrote with that three eternal words and used. And its size, it seems only enough to write those three words. Design that is really shown consideration for very much.
It is so lovely for them not to seem, have no carve while being muddy so. Simple and understand, but and other style conditions and customs. Just as he give deep and sincere and plain letter those that I write, for those that him write such as tenderness but poem not modified speak in a low voice, I.
The smile like a wisp of fragrance of flowers floats from my bottom of heart, my full purpose with a smile looks at him. I know what he has wanted to do.
He switches back to smile. This is that I like his expression of looking most. Eyes are always very bright when he smiles, will have a kind of splendor, and some of corner of the mouth will be left curved slightly, the face making him genteel, grow out some spirits as high as the hills and as long as the rivers for no reason.
When he looked at me to smile, I have been always full of gradually by a kind of happy and temperate and moist thing in the heart.
He answers and goes excessively, hold the glasses, look once carefully, take one out to come from the flowers. I see early clearly, it is most bright-colored a moving one of dozens of. He has gone to pay on the cash registering machine quickly, then come over towards me. Put that candy flower into the my hand, say: "For you. "
I am pouting one's lips as a signal with one's head low, getting flurried. Go to the shop door swiftly, so far as seem afraid it is like that others see several of mine more.
I feel that there are a drop of very sparkling and crystal-clear things that fall down, drip and leave it on the heart in the heart, knock into so that the splash flashes. Because heart burning hot a bolling hot one, so one, sometimes, this drop sparkling and crystal-clear and already rising to blow BMW OPS water smoke, set off the whole person of I by contrast and fly and rise upwards slowly. And high the sky very that fly to gradually, expect for a long time I the emotion has returned to the paradise depended on for over 20 years, with a little smiling me, my dream my darling.
He happens to come, says to me: "Eat. " It is not eaten that I say, do not eat now.
Have looked for a box to put that flower specially, and put it in the bag meticulously. Then take it home, there emerged a long and thin glass flower receptacle to turn over, insert it inside, have put and written and seen for several days on the desk.
Expect he have tenderness honeyed purpose say, afford to say in this way. But tenacious person of silence that he is that been thinking all the time, though does not lack tender feeling, does not think either how romantic or warm he is.
Yes, he gives me a rose, and want me to keep it forever. I swallow it, it coexists with my life with my health. It will go over my body and every corner of the life with my blood vessels, let I in in this life, and perhaps it have, come Shi Du have it born, miss him.
The next life next life, and a thousand is grown in all ages, are all the expectation in the unseen world, and love, with spirit, Buddha and samsara, like all religions or faith, it is a kind of letter that has, not believes the freedom heart card not had. I look forward to, so I believe; I believe, so I love.
Having crossed it a bit, it has got hot gradually. In one are sunny the dusk beautiful, I untie ribbon and cellophane that took gently, put it in the mouth gently. The toffee is so fragrant and sweet as to fill the air in my cabin quickly.
Then, phone to tell him, have eaten up.
I say, am really spending with the candy flowers, I prefer the latter. Because I do not like the delicate gentle beauty apt to thank, I like vivid happiness and tenderness.
Yes, these happy and gentle memory that he gives to me is our reason one after another of this life, during our years afterwards at least, will often still aftertaste this and can eat the rose that can dream of with the song. The expression of the love, there is a different way to only belong to both of us here. Every year later, I will ask him to give such a flower to me. One for one year, two for two years Have the honor, Heaven give 60 of me with that he keep year, then 60 fragrant and sweet roses beautiful, will take back I covered with silver hair to warm and fragrant memory that year definitely, let one first I in the son, can for flower and to smile but flop, flop, the earth's core beat him of him also
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