Perfect unrequited love

Perfect unrequited love
1.The most beautiful time of boyhood
He have no special places. It is non- high and non- handsome, a bit naughty. But just attract her.
They are good friends. They were always that a crowd of people went out to play, was floating in the early morning of May of thin fragrance of flowers in the air at that time, whether or the weekend relaxing. In the all, he always loud to babble, laugh so loud that overstate. But she always thinks, under his appearance that does not mind, has a fragile and sensitive heart. It seems that only she knows, he is actually a very fine and smooth person too.
They are deskmates at first. She was very wilful at that time, but he yielded to her very much. Cry each time, he will strenuous attention coax her to be glad; She falls in the thing of the ground while losing the temper, he will help her to pick up again and again. She likes listening to that greeting deeply concerned of his most: What's the matter with you? Who bullies you? I help you to punish him! She thinks when having only them two, what he will pack up on ordinary days is publicized, become very gentle. She does not understand, the ones that came to like him to her are kind, or come to like that indistinct melancholy of his.
That poplar outside the classroom waves with the wind, my sunshine of the setting sun shines into its chink, just as covered with like countless diamonds on the tree, the dazzling brilliant rays flash. It is usually the last class of studying individually at this moment, very quiet around, generally he is sleeping. She see outside window poplar, see and then long he that sleep soundly of eyelashes, think this she happy a time most.
2.Happy supposition
Until the teacher one day says angrily, you two have the audacity to make a fun under teacher's eyelid stealthily, depend on her and say, you are returning a cadre to students again. Then she stay in first, he reach the last row bunch. She has forgotten, the teacher has not liked studying bad students. She always thinks that involves him, but can't say that sorry.
This has not influenced them, make them walk nearer instead. Have a class and pass the small note once in a while, begin communication too, have a chat about some superficial things in the class. She thinks, from first platoon to the last platoon, from the last platoon to first row, it is really gigantic and vigorous, far away! Often in very quiet classroom, following classmates disclose her, pass her a book or a stationery box. She take over shy, avoid sight of teacher, heart but excited and nervous. Then too impatient to open to look quickly, she wonders very much what he has said to her.
She is guessing every day. Notice the feeling that their every one brushes past, remember he sees her every expression in one's eyes, surmise that there are ambiguous words in his letter, always enjoy. She thinks he should like her, even if is only a little. Otherwise how it is so kind to her. Why does she think he can not find out one's own emotion to him? She hopes he knows. But he has never had showing, she does not think he likes her of any in this respect, just treat her as friend. So she fears again he knows, are afraid he pays no attention to her after knowing, is afraid of losing him. In unrequited love with this section, she decides to never choose bright. She knew at that time girls should be restrained, she was having proud self-respect. Then she has been waiting for him to find, is waiting one day, he will come, to her public notice all the time.
3.Waited for such bitterness unexpectedly
After graduating from junior middle school, she does in the test to the nonlocal high school, and he stays in the hometown and replies and reads. They have lost the connection. But she begins to miss him crazily. Having found the telephone numbers of his family at last, she set aside over at once, the excited one is holding microphones, once, all over name that is calling him in the heart. Can be as that voice which sounds with him, she can't help being constrained excitement, say talking in professional jargon easily what a brothers, have not contacted me for such a long time, have forgotten me Put down the telephone, she is very helpless to one's own behavior, why always cover up one's own emotion?
After knowing his address, she begins to write to him. But it seems that anything is changing silently. He write back, she phone, find him while being very much difficult. But she waits anxiously, looks at the absolutely empty mailbox every day, just feel so strong and disappointed and painful. What she got from him was making warm and looking after forever in the past, she could not stand such treatment, determine not to speak to him again. But his telephone is late at that night, she forgave him quickly. No longer want too to ask why he does not write back. She did not understand, he may let her give up in this way at that time.
A friend asks her one day later, were you still waiting for him? He has a girlfriend. She getting distracted several second, finally loud to cry out. She understood suddenly, can't meet him forever on that day to her public notice. Her unrequited love, seem too noble-minded and unwilling to swim with the tide. But does not know why is unwilling to give up the idea, still there is a silk illusion. Everybody gets together again to have a holiday, he is so kind to her, it seems better than before, everything is partial to her. She can not find out a bit, then ask him, your girlfriend, to you, OK. OK, it is very good. Voice earnest then, assassinate so that her heart aches. She understand shouldn't what illusion does it deposit for a long time, he go from her far already finally.
The emotion of boyhood, always come fast, go too fast. Since then, two people seem from far, walk towards the opposite direction totally more and more. Graduate from junior middle school for a long time, he parents divorce, he begin, become excited, love, fight. She has tried to advise him to study hard too, but because clear everybody should walk different distance, some things are not so apt to change, just gave up later. And she should be in order to admit to the ideal university hard. She thinks she should forget him slowly, really forgot later. Later, no their connection gradually.
4.He knew everything originally
Classmates had a get-together in that summer, she saw him. He does not study, but she has already been admitted to a university. They become courteous and verdant, have not spoken a few words. Unless at the time of intermittence in feast, it go out she the ventilative,think seem disappointed with before times bright all take place never. He suddenly came over, would go. He says to her, he will work, will ask how she comes out, want her to play carefully with smile. She asks courteously where he works, then say goodbye to him. Time was resting suddenly, seemed to get back to the past again, but actually everything has been already different.
She know all the time, he actually any other things is known in surprise not long ago, just pretend nothing to know. He finally likes her, it has been already no longer important. If liked her at that time, perhaps was afraid of delaying her study, chose to keep silent; If does not like her, this gives her the best respect. That muddleheaded era, this is that he should have the best attitude.
She sees a lyrics recently: And I can not distinguish, you are the friendship, whether or the love missing. Speak so as to really look like them. That section is in unrequited love with already going far gradually, will be more and more aromatic in her heart. She will remember him all one's life, thanks him. He lets her unrequited love be thin, but perfect forever.